Lonely

I want to feel something other than lonely,
Sweet caresses and kind words of endearment only for me,
Not the false kind truth and unconditionally given,
I need someone to hold me tell me these things will be okay.

The pressure is threatening the hold to much to deal with alone,
If I could just return to that one but no it would never work,
Still makes me wish for the one who loved me first,
I can no longer stand the pain like a Man dying in thirst,

Am I so bad that I don't deserve help comfort support undistrubed,
Or is it true the giving kind seem to get taken every time stealing light,
I find I get lost doing for all but then there is me lost in broken lies,
Not one in my life has ever delivered or even lived up to the promises
spoken so easily and fool I am I still believe.......Someone is out there for me!