SHARIKAYE

It was there trapped buried for years beneath the rubble awaiting a spark a shimmer of hope to give it the will to try and reach out, Sometimes the hardest things are the smallest to defend against all feeling be them good or bad but to trust is the ultimate traitor in my past so I taunt it not. Penetrating the flesh working it's was through your every cell to settle comfortably deep in your soul secure safe in contentment. The power of seduction I give thee life weave a web of tantilizing delight's to tickle each's fantasy to step into desire you hide in secret.... Under the many masks we wear,there is a passion waiting to escape... an

Take me to that place, The one full of comfort and familar echos of the past, To make present the state of which I use to find happiness, Finding me among the many roles I live to open the door to my completion. Show me the admiration and kindness I long for that only thee can touch, The peaceful bliss I so seek to obtain with someone who knows the real me, Travel with me on that plane only we have breached through one another, A kindred soul found in the minds and dreams shared together we have never forgotten. Find me once again and teach me to be more than I can do for myself, Unbind my walls and untrapped my tied hands and forced

My thoughts travel to you like a stone thrown into the lake the ripples a constant source reaching out until they hit your shores, My love given freely seems unworthy for you because I know it could never be enough, My sorrows wrapped in yours says everything we both feel too deep for others to understand, How easily some can hurt us while others can forget how much they were loved by one so true. By my honor I would never leave you for your are branded in my heart and mind whether you are present or not, Sometimes I feel so empty and wished I could take away all the pains and suffering that haunt us, The loneliness so devastating I wis

I know that you could never feel the same, But why in my mind does my soul bleed for you, The longing for lustfilled nights and moments made of epic memories, To hear your voice speak my name in the dark under the cover of the night. My dreams filled with an abundance of my need for you personified, Whispering the intent my body has to be connected to yours, Like stored files they pop up when I least expect them too, Powerful and magic the fantasies devouring your loneliness and mine away. Profound that after all this time you can still move me without even a word, My feeling never dull but becomes even more persistant, My love is s

Twinkle twinkle little star Hold close my one that lives afar So he can be as close each night Making my dreams livid seeming real and bright. I know each time I fall asleep Tis his arms I am wishing are holding me close as my heart beats Keep him safe and happy that one I long for Cause one never touched me in such ways before....

When looking through the glass to the window to your heart, The past it shows dingy and broken trying to fall apart, I see the tears and pain to the icy cold, Trying to warm it I have wept for the passions that will never unfold. Trapped beneath such hurt I want to breath in new life to love renewed, But you keep turning away out of sorrow and fear your heart confused, Be deligent romance will so find a way through, Sometimes out of the shadows light blossoms like spring anew. The betrayl and pain can sometimes consume, Even the strongest defenses some people can be true, The darkness it becomes a crutch that binds, Closing your he

The past is caught between a web of hurt and lies, An affair destin to arrive to late to try, The cold and the hurt we can never erase, But in memory it lingers a passion only we could create. The intensity bonded by the salt of fallen tears, Pain that never heals has survived throughout the years, But in my heart your embedded and I relive all my fears, To remember a feverish touch the burn cuts and it sears. So that each time one reaches out and wants to be part of my life, I feel broken and lost the past floods in I lose control and instead I strive, So that I whisper your name and forget to reach out for someone to hold, No one

Love and hate walk a thin line, The truth is it creates doubts everytime, But closed to love can cause the heart so much pain, To do so without such things you can never seek to gain. If you can be fortunate enought to be open and grow you can find a certain peace, It doesn't mean your not guarded but the hurt to the soul runs so deep, To renew a faith in another's touch, A gift of honest giving can mean so much. The greatest gift is to love and receive such but beware to all it can be clouded by the rush, Don't be fooled by the masks most all people wear, Letting other's hurt and deceive you causes such despair, So when it's ho

With wild abandonment we gave to the moment, No cares or worries lost in the passion, Intensity the way in which we inspire each movement, The dance an erotic need to be closer. The severity of the need to present to deny, Slowing grinding the tempo to a peak, Shattering all resolve it builds, On the edge of losing the control we escape. To a blissful Eden a place abundant in decadent pleasure, You took my hand in yours and it felt as though we had been there before, Where you lead I follow unaware of anything but our path, Wanton I arrive to meet you we touch in many unseen ways for our souls found a connection that spanned lifet

For you I hope for a calmness only peace brings, To know you are happy and loved, Someone to share lifes ups and downs with, For once you gave me so much this I will never forget and you lie within my heart always, each night I whisper your name in the darkness that is Me.................